Friday, October 31, 2003
I asked him if he was going to be home early since it
is Halloween and he said he'd try. I'm not sure if we're going to be mobbed this
year or not. Some years we are and some years we aren't -- it depends what other
local activities there are. The craziest year was the year we has 100+ children
cruise through here and we had to leave the house when we ran out of treats because
the doorbell was making us NUTS.
So far I've eaten 2 "fun size"
things of M&Ms. So far so good on not having a candy binge.
Baby
is still thumping around energetically at all hours but refuses to show off for
Paul... it's uncanny. I'm a bit disappointed he's only gotten to catch a feel
once when I'm constantly getting baby bopping and riotous rolling about.
I'm
feeling more energetic so hopefully that mean my cold is going away.
Thursday, October 30, 2003
Fuzzycraft
My stomach is getting a lot
more stretch marks and my bellybutton is shallower. I keep wondering if that's
where it will stop or if it will pop out or not?
Mom told me she
bought the baby a potty and a bath tub. I thanked her but I keep reminding her
they've already helped so much they really don't NEED to keep getting us baby
things but I think she's grandma obsessing.
Baby is clunking around
-- must have liked the waffles this morning.
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
"Please list any
other information you would like us to know about you. Include any questions,
comments, or concerns that you have about your upcoming experience or our services."
Talk
about a broad question! I think I might need the weekend to mull it over.
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
I also
spoke to the class coordinator but she wants me to call her back again on the
3rd because they still do not have the class schedule for weekend classes.
I'm a bit annoyed since this was when she told me to call her back the last time
I called last month.
Had some stomach pain this morning -- not
sure what from. digestive or maybe I think it's digestive and it's sharper Braxton
Hicks? Baby is busy punching me and I'm still sickie and slightly grumpy so I
kind want to punch back! Sigh.
Monday, October 27, 2003
Paul is nesting more than me! He went beserk
when we got home and cleaned the office floor and closets and got 4 bags for trash
and 3 bags for goodwill ready.
I feel kind of gross today -- sore
throat, still sneezing a lot. Cletus-the-fetus is rolling around doing things
but I just feel sickie.
Sunday, October 26, 2003
Reader Leigh-Anne asks about the pregnancy
newsletters I get. I keep up with two of them. One is from pregnancyweekly.com
and the other is from verybestbaby.com
And congrats on the positive test! :)
Tried getting a hold of my
parents to see if they will be in this afternoon. Paul cut Dad's wood for his
table project and we want to take it over to him. I also want to see mom about
the zipper for the baby hoodie I made. They aren't in so I don't know if they
went to work or just out.
Saturday, October 25, 2003
The craft blog stuff I've been
redoing is not a big deal if I had to re-do from scratch. That was less than 20
entries. But the 5 years of journal archives?! Ack!
Friday, October 24, 2003
Thursday, October 23, 2003
You
may experience an increased level of discomfort
starting soon. Gas pain,
feelings of bloating, water
retention (edema) and an overall difficulty getting
comfortable
are very common complaints.
Gee, tell me something I don't
know. I'm having a really hard time rolling over or getting out of bed in the
morning. I'm starting to feel like I can't breathe deeply enough either.
Susie
Hamster had her litter. There's at least 4 of them, but possibly more. I can't
quite see because she's feeding them all. I'm a bit jealous -- she only had to
gestate for 3 weeks! The prospect of another 15-16 weeks for me makes me soooo
tired.
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
Susie
the Hamster is very pregnant and her nipples are all very obvious. She's now hopping
all around her tank trying to climb the walls. She was chewing on all the cage
toys, running frantically in the hamster wheel, or digging in the hamster litter
from one end to the other. Boy Hamster is hiding from her because any time he
gets in her way she hits him or threatens to bite him.
I feel a
lot like she does today. Sigh.
He started measuring fundal height today and told me
I've "blossomed" and will need to keep an eye on my weight. I'm going to have
to get more regular walking in.
Heartbeat was strong and we also
got to hear some kicking with the Doppler -- this was amusing.
Next
month is a sonogram and the start of appts. every 2 weeks instead of every 4.
I'm excited! :)
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
We
had a quiet evening watching Raiders of the Lost Ark. Paul got new strings
and restrung/tuned his sitar during the movie while I made some little booties
from scrap yarn. They turned out ok so I'm probably going to save that
pattern. I'd tried it before and it wouldn't come out right but for some
reason last night it didn't give me a problem. Maybe it was just that the yarn
was easier to see?
Cletus-the-Fetus had me pretty tired so we ordered
pizza. I cleaned out the fridge and freezer and in a bit I'm going to hit the
grocery store and stock up for this week. Paul helped me with the trash and then
gave the kitchen floor a quick scrub. We took a shower and then I went to lay
down and read before going to sleep while he finished up with the sitar strings.
He really likes his new rosin too.
While I was reading Cletus started
back up again with the mega kicks so I got Paul to come over and try to feel them
and he actually caught two good ones. So at last he got to feel the baby move!
We were both happy about that and I laughed at him when he told me it felt really
weird to feel something bopping around in me. I told him to think about how that
feels non-stop ALL DAY LONG.
Monday, October 20, 2003
Sunday, October 19, 2003
Got results from the endoc. and my
thyroid is still fine so no changes in meds yet.
I'm moving the
craft blog to a different URL so I've taken it down for now...
Saturday, October 18, 2003
I'd brought food from home in case theme park food disagreed
with me but it was ok. Better to have it in a locker and not need it than need
alternatives and not have them. What I did need and I forgot was Body Glide. By
the end of the day my feet and legs could have used some of that after so much
waddling around. At 6 mos. along it's not too bad but I don't think I could do
a park much past that! Paul told me he should have listened and worn sneakers
rather than sandals or at least used Body Glide with the sandals. His feet hurt
too.
Cletus-the-fetus was active at times and quiet at times --
I'm sure the day sounded interesting in there. All this music and crowds and later
fireworks... maybe he'll have been sooo stimulated all day with new noises that
he'll sleep through the night without beating me up!
Big Thunder
Mountain was closed, Splash Mountain I sat out, and nobody wanted to do Space
Mountain or Goofy's Barnstormer and those were the only 4 rides that AllEars
suggested pregnant people stay off of. There was a dip in Pirates of the Carribean
but really not much of one and I don't get motion sick very easily so the spinny
rides didn't bother me at all. Since the kids were 3 and 5 we did mostly the kiddie
stuff for them -- Snow White, Peter Pan, Small World, Buzz Light Year, Character
Meetings, Carousel of Progress, etc. All mostly slow, steady rides that were mostly
well lit and not too scary looking. The worst of the bunch was probably Snow White
for scariness. They both got a bit anxious over the witch. My youngest niece slept
right through Pirates and they didn't seem to bother her older sister. We got
to see the new Mickey's Philharmagic (sp?) 3D movie thing and it was very cute.
The nieces had a great time trying to touch the 3D objects flying out of the screen
towards us.
We stayed a little bit later than they did because I
really wanted to do the Haunted Mansion and the Liberty Belle boat ride since
we didn't get to do those with the kids along. So after walking them to the entrance
and giving them some Halloween goodies from the locker for the kids we went up
to take the train back to Frontier Land. I don't know if it was just having eaten
dinner or if it was the Pony Express but when we were getting off the train Paul
told me I was clutching my stomach with a weird smiley look on my face and I told
him Cletus was kicking really hard and it felt strange to have that happen while
I was walking. It was a first -- usually when he kicks that hard I'm sitting or
laying still. It felt kind of weird while walking. It's hard to describe... but
it was odd. My telling my body to be walking and then some other thing in my body
doing something else of its own volition...
We got Fast Passes for
the Haunted Mansion and took a ride on the Liberty Belle. Back to use the passes
and then we got ice cream on the way out. We saw the fireworks from the ferry
station. If we'd gotten more sleep last night we would have stuck out the last
2 hours and done some of the other things we wanted to do sans kids but that's
ok. It will be there for some other time.
It's the first time either
one of us has been with a family group in a long time and it was a nice change.
Although I have to agree with Paul -- I secretly like our slow-pokey, meandering
pace as a couple more. When you are herding a larger group you do tend to get
a little more business-like about how you approach the rides and what you do and
what you skip. Esp. with young children. There's more of a plan. When it's just
one or two -- you kind of play it more by ear and wander all over with no rhyme
or reason.
Friday, October 17, 2003
I told Paul I was going
to start calling baby "Frosty" instead of "Cletus-the-fetus" because all day or
night it is just thumpity-thump-thump-thumpity-thump! Today all this kicking kind
of hurts my left side -- I keep rubbing it hoping he'll chill out.
I
keep grunting and making noises when I get about like "Nrrrgh!" or "Ooof!" and
Paul keeps running over to look at me to see if I'm ok. I'm fine -- just struggling
to do things while feeling like a hippo. I can't reach my feet any more. This
is both amusing and alarming to me.
Thursday, October 16, 2003
Paul
laughed at me trying to roll over in bed -- it's def. a struggle for me now. Theoretically
this baby is creeping in on 2 lbs. So no wonder I feel heavy and cumbersome.
Dad
asked me when he called yesterday how I was feeling and I told him other than
queasy I was fine and then he wanted to know if I was SURE it wan't twins. No
twins in the ultrasounds but I think he's still wondering since twins happen in
my family and I keep struggling so much with queasiness and movement. I think
I just have a very active singleton. But next week is the OB and then the next
appt. after that we learn gender. I am getting sooooo excited to find out what
we're having!
It surprised me when Dad suddenly said to try to avoid
being induced if I could. Unless there's a problem or unless baby is soooo overdue
I wasn't planning on inducing and I told him that. I think he's starting to worry
about my giving birth. It's sort of cute. Poor Dad.
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
The so-so? Diseny Half Marathon
packets came. I can't race pregnant so I felt a little down about not being able
to participate this year but we'll go get our goodie bags in Jan. and watch so
that will be fun too.
The good? Was playing with Cletus-the-fetus
again and devised a new game. Previous games were "hide and seek" with the stethoscope
to see if I could find his pulse and "make him kick" by letting Paul make noises
in his general direction. The new game is "kick the bells." I have a key chain
with two jingle bells on it that are perfectly round. I came across it while I
was in the bathroom looking for a ponytail so more out of curiosity than anything
else, I took them up and went to lay down.
I was laying there with
my shirt hiked up and these bells on my stomach when Paul walks in and wants to
know what I'm doing. I told him I was waiting to see if Cletus can kick strongly
enough to make the bells chime yet or not. Turns out he can't make them chime,
but he can make them quiver. It was really neat to watch these balls rolling on
my stomach every so often. Particularly nice for Paul, since he can't yet feel
the movements because Cletus turns shy around him for some reason.
I
know. Goofy fetal games.
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
First it was the purple shirt, now my NF shirts don't fit
quite right -- pot belly is sticking out there. So I need to pick up some T's
sometime soon. I just don't like that stretchy shirt feeling -- prefer things
loose. I didn't like any of the ones I saw while out so I'll have to add it to
my shopping list when Holly and I get together to shop for a maternity dress I
can wear to a wedding we're invited to.
When I got home my SIL called
to tell me about nephew's birth defect but my MIL had already called last night.
SIL said she was glad. Apparantly MIL was worrying that the news might upset me
because I'm pregnant even though SIL kept telling her I'm very sensible and don't
get riled easily. Turns out nephew was born with some middle fingers on one hand
that are not normal length. Everything else seems fine.
Now nobody
wants anything wrong with their baby, but if a baby has to be born
with something wrong, I much prefer some small physical thing like this to something
more major like a heart or brain problem or blindness or deafness or something.
It would be different if he had no hands at all... and it's not like he's missing
fingers -- he's got them... just that 2 are sort of short or stubbier than normal.
My
uncle and his mother both lost several fingers to accidents and they do fine.
It's a manageable situation. You can't even tell they're missing digits until
you look closely -- they're that fast!
Both MIL and SIL told me
that other SIL and BIL (they are grandparents to this nephew) are still kind of
upset and getting over the shock. Nobody has mentioned how the young parents themselves
are taking it. I kind of think Paul should call his family and see how they are
doing tonight.
Monday, October 13, 2003
1400 calories down,
900 to go between here and bedtime. I'll settle for 600 to get me to 2000 for
the day. I don't think I can manage 900.
I'm having this craving
for milkshake and it's all because the last time I saw Nancy she was talking about
making Dave go get her milkshakes at Steak 'n' Shake when she was pregnant. I've
got it on the brain now.
Paul asked me if I was going to go make
him get me a milkshake and I said he could either take
me to Baskin Robbins or hit the grocery and then make me one in the kitchen.
Ben and Jerry's is too far away. BR is closer.
And he should be
glad it's only been in the last 3 weeks that I've had cravings for things. Up
til now I've been too queasy. I'm still queasy, but now I just have food urges.
Sunday, October 12, 2003
Iggy,
my SIL's pet iguana that we've been caring for, died in her sleep so we had to
tell Angie and ask her what she wanted us to do -- bring her body to her or bury
her here. She said to bury her here since she lived with us for a bit and had
other reptile friends here. So today Paul had to bury her in the yard. She died
of old age and led a content, well-loved ife so it wasn't unexpected and was a
happy passing. We all have Iggy stories and we'll miss her. Companion animals
always are.
Then we heard that today our great-nephew was born
and arrived weighing 6 lbs, 8 oz, and was 17.25" long. He's so pink in his pictures!
Measured
my waist and I'm 2 inches wider than the last time I checked so these stretch
marks I'm getting have been confirmed. As if my struggling in and out of my car
today wasn't the courtesy clue phone ringing loudly enough. Paul noticed my waddling
in the Target parking lot and told me to warn him when it's time to start dropping
me off in front of places before he parks the car. I wore my new maternity jeans
today and I'm glad I got them in my current size and in one size up. Who knows
how big this pot belly is going to get?!
Saturday, October 11, 2003
I think maybe Cletus-the-fetus
is repsonding to sound. Continued to be very active while I was watching a movie
last night and then Paul finished up his drum pad made out of a tupperware container
and started playing with the baby. He was pounding away on it in different synth
voices when I complained he needed to quit because his thumping made Cletus thump
and that made me tired. So of course he didn't stop and it was this big experiment
to see what noises Cletus "liked" best -- including a short stint on the 12-string.
Then I got a belly rub -- so I guess the musical torture was worth it!
I
got up this morning because I heard the kid from the corner start up with his
skateboard and I felt Cletus stirring when I was muttering, "Go home kid! Skate
in front of your own house!" to myself. Now that the kid is gone and there's no
noise other than the keyboard clacking, Cletus quit punching. I'm going to try
to see today if he gets more active when there are noises about.
PS:
Put Nora Jones on the CD player and there goes baby... thumpthumpthump! This is
kind of fun!
Friday, October 10, 2003
The OB hasn't asked me to start keeping any kind of movement log but I doubt this baby is going to be a problem there -- it just doesn't STOP! Powpowpow!
I am struggling with some
PCOS/TTC related thoughts lately but don't want to go into any detail until i
get it sorted out in my head. Basically I know it's frustrating to get diagnosed
with PCOS, I know it's frustrating to TTC with PCOS. But it really bothers me
to read of patients on forums who don't give each step of the way much time before
wanting to jump on to more invasive procedures. But then on the flip side -- how
do you decide how much time is enough time before moving on? There's no one answer
but it is interesting to think about.
Thursday, October 09, 2003
"Your baby weighs about 1 lb. 6oz and is about
11.5 inches
from head to toe. Your baby's nostrils are open and the
movements
that are practice for breathing outside the womb
have begun. The lungs are
secreting surfactant, the
substance that keeps the moist, interior surface
of the
lungs from sticking to itself. your baby's visual and
auditory
systems are watching for light and listening to
your heart beating and your
stomach growling."
Feel like this baby is getting huuuuuuge.
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
Feel queasy and that bellybutton
ache is back. Baby is moving around and I feel drained. How is this possible?
I've just had ten hours of sleep!
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
Dentist told me all things considered, I don't
have a lot of plaque and my gums are not swollen -- two things he would have expected
more of since I'm now pregnant. I did beg off the floss part though from the dental
hygienist. After the dentist scraping plaque off and then Sandra doing the polish
I don't think my sensitive gums could take a floss as well. I promised to do it
when I got home.
Got 2 pairs of maternity jeans and a pair of capri
length workout pants for under $20 on the way homr at Ross. Go me!
Monday, October 06, 2003
Feel
weepy and emotional.
Headache.
Tried Boca Ravioli
and don't like it.
NOT one of my better days.
Saturday, October 04, 2003
Had my first bout of foot swelling today and I spent
a lot of time with them propped up so they'd feel better. Drinking lots of water.
Tomorrow I think I'll ice them for a while too because running the cold water
over them isn't quite enough for me. They feel sweaty and hot. If we're going
to Epcot with the families, it better happen this month. I won't be able to deal
with it later!
I have a feeling I'm going to break out the socks
and Birkenstocks for winter. Trouble is, the last time I wore birks was almost
10 years ago so I have to go to the factory outlet some time and check out what
new colors/styles they've got. I was liking my sneaks for the support but now
with this hot feet thing and my black sandals ruined in the street flood, I have
to look at new shoes. WIDE shoes.
Added the foot thing to the list
for my next OB appt. Edema -- hooray. :P
On a happier note, I finally
update the home page with the
ultrasound photo at the bottom and added a belly
page.
Friday, October 03, 2003
Me?
I'm moody today too. 22 weeks along. Weird little aches all over and my right
breast is turning this brownish color in patches so I have to ask my OB if this
is part of that "pregnancy mask" business.
Add the weepies where
I start crying for no reason at any given moment... ugh. I prefer the happy days
to the weird ones.
Holly called last night and we made plans to get together
on Sunday. Haven't seen each other in weeks because of one thing or another so
it should be fun to catch up. We're going to try a new Japanese restaurant or
go to dim sum -- one of the two.
Thursday, October 02, 2003
Just now
my stomach has started to hurt. I can feel baby rolling around in there and s/he
must be doing something to aggravate me or s/he's hitting me really hard because
I just want to go back to laying down. My MIL just called about getting together
over the weekend and it got me up. Potty break and then I'm going back down and
nobody else better call!
More crochet?
Basic
crochet Instructions
and then
Crochet
Tutorials
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
Anyways... I realized today I have 127 days left. Which breaks down nicely to an average of 1 block every two days for the 63 Block afghan leaflet. I thought it would be fun to race the baby and see who gets here first -- Cletus-the-fetus or the afghan.
The full name of the leaflet
is called "63 Easy-To-Crochet Pattern Stiches to Combine to Make an Heirloom Afghan"
designed by Darla Sims and published by Leisure Arts. It's typically found at
almost any Wal-mart unless they are out of stock. You can get it online as well
from several companies.
I've taught several people, including hubby,
how to crochet with it as a reference so when people ask me for a newbie guide,
I always say that one. It's got some of the clearest illustrations I've seen in
the basic stitch guide and you are not really obligated to do all the squares.
Just do the ones you like and make the blanket from just 4 squares to all 63.
I'm
off to go do errands and get yarn. It's either going to be the same red-grey-white
as the Fair Isle afghan I'm working on concurrently or some other color with grey.